Wednesday, November 30, 2005
hey ppl.. check this out... quite sad la haha...http://www.theage.com.au/articles/2005/11/29/1133026442736.html
Monday, November 28, 2005
wheeee!! this sat is the 3rd of dec!! muahahahaha... ok i know i hAvent's been blogging for quite a while... about two weeks? whoops.. nothing much to report, actually..i'm in my 10th week of attachment now... time really flies, surprisingly. anyway, i saw my favourite fossil watch at HMV during the weekend... the one which reads "half past six" when it's 6:30.. cool huh? He likes it too!! was thinking of getting it for him, but it's bloody 298 bucks. wonder when will i be able to afford both the male and female versions.
he'll be leaving on the 7th of feb 2006, which marks half a year. he didn't even realize it when he booked his flight. silly bugger.
anyways, liz-shu-ern-po, i'll be expecting u on the 3rd of dec. haha... dont have to buy me anything, just come for the partay... but if u insist, ask liz. heh heh.
that's when i'll be introducing him to liz and po.
the faggot called again not too long ago. i went to ginza to fix my specs, and had to leave it at the optical shop.. was as blind as a bat walking home, and decided to call HIM to kill my boredom (i mean, i can't fucking see anything!) but he was driving so he'll call me back. 3 minutes later, my phone rang.. kinda assumed it was him and i slipped my thumb under the screen of my fone.. but before i opened it i suddenly saw the faggot's name. bloody hell. my thumb 'auto retreat'. freaking close shave... dunno what he wants. the last time i spoke to him was like somewhere in august..
see what i mean when i saw i can't stop thinking of him?
Sunday, November 13, 2005
time really flies. today marks exactly one year since i broke up with zhihong. madness.. i didn't even realize it has been a year till just a while ago. kinda freaky, really. the past one year has seen the highest point of my life, as well as one of the lowest. but overall i say 2005 has been a pretty good year for me. (thank goodness!)HE bought me an ipod nano today. got it cheap. =) my early birthday and christmas present... not elated tho. cos this means he's 300 dollars poorer! haha.. i feel bad... jialat.
i'll be buying him a nokia 8910i for xmas.. for smsing purposes. young people these days... sms phone also need to be so nice... sigh.. HAHAHAHAA!!
anyway, i figured i won't be using my nano until i buy the ipod nano tubes for protection. read a lot of articles complaining that the nano scratches damn easily, so i'm not taking any chances. i shall make sure it's almost like some kinda mummy before i venture bringing it out of mas kuning terrace.
today is my cousin jamie and her dad's birthday. jamie's 7 this year, not sure bout my uncle tho. haha.. but he's a real sweetie.. always takes care of me whenever my parents are not in town; inviting me to dinner at home and sending me home.
i feel really lucky to have my maternal relatives. they are the ones who are really concerned about my well-being. unlike my paternal side... haha! although one family is living just next door... i don't hear anything from them. i'm not complaining tho.. because if they were just as concerned, it would be difficult for me to smuggle my friends home, or to return home at like 4am in the morning!!
work sucks, btw.
peace out. \m/ ^.^ \m/
Friday, November 11, 2005
here's a picture of me at work... courtesy of my friend. haha!
yeah... sometimes staring at the comp for 8 hours can be really quite shitty. my eyes usually hurt after i come back from lunch due to dryness. so recently i started bringing my glasses and contact lens case to work.. swap to my specs after lunch. and i seem to be having a perpetual headache... so sometimes to combat all these i need a power nap. hahahahaha!!!
this has been quite a satisfying week, with me and joseph being able to complete our tasks. PROPER tasks (at long last!)
met up with a couple of my poly classmates yesterday night. initially it was just supposed to be the usual clique: fabian, joseph, jiahui and myself. and i dunno how the hell it became an entire class gathering. wasn't too pleased when i found out because i'm seriously not interested in meeting the rest of the class. i just didn't see the need to. the main objective of meeting up was to meet jiahui, as she's the only one who doesnt work in kpmg.
and due to the fucked up attitudes of the rest of my classmates (not surprising, really), which included 'laziness to reply to a simple sms' and 'simply not being interested', it just ended up with joseph, fabian, jiahui, delin, and me (this calls for a celebration).
anyway, the point is, in the office fabian actually invited my special someone to dinner... which is a very, very pleasant surprise. fabian has never been so receptive towards my guys before. it's usually the case of "whatever, i'm not interested in ______" or "don't tell me about it i don't wanna know". well i dunno, sometimes it gets me quite sad la cos i really would like friends who belong to my inner circle to accept my other half. and fabian is not exactly someone who accepts just anyone readily.
seeing the two of them chat in starbucks yesterday really made my day (or night).
thanks, bian.
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
sigh... i dunno what's wrong with me but a lot of things have been reminding me of this particular someone. shall not show names, but those of u who are close enough should be able to figure out who i'm referring to...he's a bastard. very big clue there.
fuck la... every mediocre thing has been reminding me of him. even things of the least relation, but somehow has a connection will jolt my memory. even when i sprayed my perfume this morning (not davidoff, btw) it just brought back memories cos i used that quite a bit whenever i went out with him.
it's been going on for quite a while now. it's not that i'm having a change of heart: no, never. i'm perfectly happy with the guy i'm with now, but that bastard keeps popping into my head. and it's not like it's all the good stuff. it's a mix of the good; and the bad. like out of the blue, his verbal abuse will swim into my brain, and the next moment, i would recall the sweetest thing he said to me.
and whenever these things happen, i would just stone.
a lot of senseless things are bringing these memories back. i never realized i had so much of him. wth... i never actually thought of how much he has affected me. all i noe is that during the span of time i was with him, i never shed a single tear, even though i was shattering inside.
i was so happy to be free of him after a confusing half year. i was ready to forget him, to be with someone new all over again, so ready to forget the bad stuff i'd gone thru.
boy, was i wrong. he kept calling. and calling. and calling. it was due to the emotional support i had from two friends that i gathered enough courage to let go. to shut him off. to close the doors on him.
once in a while, he floats in and out of my mind.... but recently it's been coming back more than often. i don't mean for him to penetrate my walls. i don't squeeze out these memories of him on purpose.
they just.... come. uninvited.
my special someone is helping me... a lot. and i thank him for it. without him, i dunno what i would be right now. probably still with HIM.
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Will you take a look at this?? these guys are my buddies man... they have been awarded a grant of S$18,000 in the Samsung DigitAll Hope 2005 programme to assist in the development of an application designed to help the hearing-impaired communicate more easily with the normal hearing community. it was a project in which i was involved in as well in May/June 2005. the four of us: joseph, aloy, yau and myself were Microsoft Imagine Cup 2005 competition hopefuls, and we emerged 5th in Singapore, a feat which we are very, very proud of.
yau and aloy decided to continue developing the application for their FYP, but joseph and i chose to be attached to KPMG instead. even though i'm not in the team anymore, i'm still friggin' proud of them... and myself!! it was largely a brainwave of mine and joseph's. being in the Hearing-Impaired (HI!) Club in Ngee Ann, this idea kinda struck me when i kept using my handphone to type messages to my hearing-impaired friends. it was then aloy thought of the mobile phone thing. kinda cool huh?
the other winning team is from NUS. they had a lot more cash compared to the glovoLogy team, but so far i havent come across any pictures nor publicity of them. aloy and yau are like everywhere lar... Today, Straits Times, Samsung webbie, plus the NP webbie... ho seh! what can i say..
NP is ho eh!