Wednesday, July 28, 2004

ok i take my words back. my comp IS NOT fine, thank you very much. it's been lagging for the past few days esp when it's online. and the sound systems is ok at times and spoilt at another. intermittent problems are hard to solve man.. so one day when it was lagging like mad and i brought it to meL service centre... wat else but "reformat... reformat". so no choice i think gotta reformat liaoz cos the guy said intermittent problems are usually due to software. hardware problems usually occur all the time.

actually i was thinking of hanging on to the comp before reformatting it at the end of the sem, but my friend said it's quite risky.. like what if it gets worse during the assignment periods? den really die liaoz... so i thought about that, thought it made quite a lot of sense so i hope i can reformat next week. i bought 100 cd-r at my school's bazaar cos it's was quite cheap and i've been burning my stuff since 2 days ago.. in fact i'm burning my south park seasons now. heh heh..

talking to liz now as well... she telling me long story. muahahaha.. shhhh *secret*

life has been quite boring for the past one week, as you can see, that's why i didn't blog for quite some time. liz left for aussie on sat.. :) then this sat i'll be going for a band camp to celebrate our anniversary. i think we're 29 years old.. i cant remember. *whoops*

next sat i'll be going on a cruise with zhihong!!!! *woohoo* life is getting exciting. i can't wait for the cruise. i haven't been on a overnight one before. just a 12-hour one when i was in aussie. i took a cruise from melbourne to tasmania. and now i'll be going with my dear~~ so exciting!! hahahahaha... we can play bball, go arcade, maybe go for a swim, spend quiet times together on the cruise. i think this will be a very good bonding opportunity. cut out from the rest of the world............ sigh~

Thursday, July 22, 2004

ok my comp is fine now. i hope this lasts. just did a system restore so it's back to normal. thanx zhihong dear! sorry if i was mean to u just now but that's cos i was stressed over my comp!! weah...... don't mind me ok? meep.

my comp is fuked up. everytime i'm doing my stuff halfway it just lags when i'm about half an hour into it... 3 times already. wth is happening?? my comp is not unusually slow.. it's just at that point of time! then after i restart then it'll be alright. for a while. sighers. i dun wanna reformat!! all my stuff will be gone, i need to install all my school programs again. argh! and my sound card is like fuked up as well. ERGH!!!

Monday, July 19, 2004

just came out of the shower.... i came back from orchard about an hour ago. so happie i bought a backpack at last.... from Mambo. i saw it last friday when i was at heeren.. but i see the price so damn nice so i was like "ok forget it" then i walked out of the shop while waiting for zhihong to come back from the toilet. then when i wheeled around, i suddenly saw a sign: 50%. haha then i was like "ehh?? i didn't see that earlier..." so i went in again and asked the salesgirl for confirmation. and yippee it was at 50% off~
 
so over the weekend i decided to get it so after school today i met zhihong at clementi to go to town... went there, took at look at the bag, decided it was quite nice so i got it! anyway if it wasn't 50% off i wouldn't even think of getting it man. Mambo's stuff are ridiculously priced. everyone agree? agreed.
 
so now i have a new bag and a new hp pouch! yippee....!! i asked zhihong what to do with my OP bag [actually it's originally his. he koped my jack wolfskin one cos he thought that the OP one was too gay]. i wanted to give it to a friend initially but he said he wanted it back cos he might wanna switch bags at times [frankly i seriously doubt it. he wouldn't be bothered. haha!!]. let's see if i'm right. if he doesn't make use of it i would like to give it to my friend... put the bag to better use. her family is too poor to get a new bag for her and she's already in jc but her bag is really old and the colour's faded... sometimes i really wish i could do something nice for her..

Saturday, July 17, 2004

i'm feeling pretty sad... hardly anyone has tagged for quite a number of days. i feel so friendless. boohoohoo...
 
anyway today i went to orchard with zhihong after school to buy a handphone pouch. ahhh!! it's sooo kewt i like it so much. zhihong paid for 50% of it. muahahahaha... then he also bought some cd-r at quite a good price. $21.90 for 50 cds... i also want.. but i like the dog picture. the one with the tongue hanging out. from imation.
 
then when i came home i finally went jogging for the first time. decided that i should start to build up my stamina and not be sucha weakling anymore. haha!! but i also hope to put on some weight by through this exercise. build up my muscle mass... since my bone mass is already at the max. sighh i hope i can get fatter. can't stand being so skinny. i wanna be a little fatter... boohoohoo. i'm a lonely and friendless skinny girl. how pathetic.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

yesterday was my 18 month anniversary with zhihong dear!! haha so fast man... i really can't believe it. didn't post yesterday cos i nv switch on my comp.. it was in my bag and i was damn lazy to set it up. lol... really couldn't be bothered.

anyway, zhihong met me at boon lay mrt station control after school cos he had no class. it was raining so zhihong was a few minutes late [haha!]. first, he presented me with a bouquet of 3 blue roses which i really love [red is boring]. then we went to swensen's for dinner + lunch = ? ok you figure that equation out. is there a term for dinner and lunch like breakfast + lunch = brunch? haha go figure. maybe it's tea?! lol but baked rice doesn't sound like tea or an afternoon snack to me... we both ordered chicken baked rice, fries and topless 5 sundae. haha... zhihong won some money from soccer bets so he had the money to treat me to something nice [finally, after a long long long time!!] so it was a really sweeeet meal. :D

after lunch i was damn tired so i went over to zhihong's place for a nap. damn tired so i fell asleep immediately. that was around 5 plus and by the time we both woke up was already 7. so we got up and zhihong sent me home...

sigh.... had such a wonderful time~~ *swooOn* haha!

Saturday, July 10, 2004

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Whatever you don't bold is false.

01. When I was younger I made some bad decisions. -not spending more time playing
02. I don't watch much TV these days. -quite true.
03. I love psychodelic mushrooms. -what's psychodelic?
04. I love sleeping. -couldn't agree more.
05. I have loads of books. -redundant books [i agree with huimin. they're just collecting dust].
06. I once slept in a toilet. -no. why would i when there's a nice comfy bed in my room?
07. I love playing video games. -not really.
08. I adore marijuana. -i'm doing no drugs.
09. I watch porn movies. -haha no!
10. I watch them with my father. -gawd that's gross. that'll be like damn awkward!
11. I like sharks.-shark's fin? yeah. not when i'm seeing one face to face and i'm bleeding tho.
12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable, especially the ones with bright colours on their backs. -haven't seen one with bright colours! anyway i hate creepy crawlies, esp when they touch me.
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair. -muahahaahha.
14. I like J. Bush. -who's J? i only know a G.
15. I like people who are cool. -better than toot.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. -definately.
17. I have jacuzzi and a Porsche. -could i put this as bold please?
18. I have a lot to learn. -everyone has a lot to learn. no one knows EVERYTHING. there's always a first time in everything.
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself. - i would if i had a swiss army knife!
20. I'm really really smart. -needless to say... LOL!
21. I've never broken someone's bones. -wish i was that strong.
22. I have a secret. - who doesn't?
23. I hate snow. -snow's fun! but it makes ur skin dry..
24. I drink only milk. -there's more to life than milk.
25. Punk rock rules. -yes as long as there's a nice tune. some are really too noisy. heavy metal sucks.
26. I hate Bill Gates! -cos not! no gates = no windows = no life.
27. I love Chinese food. -beats having western everyday.
28. I would hate to be famous. -i think being famous makes you proud. i don't exactly hate it, but i don't exacly love it too. paparazzi breathing down ur necks.. eww.
29. I am not a morning person. -i like to sleep in. unfortunately there's something called school.
30. I wear glasses. -yes.....
31. I don't need glasses, except sunglasses. -i wear contacts! does it count?
32. I have potential. -been seeing this in my report book for 10 years. haven't seen it emerge tho. lol..
33. I'm pure Japanese. -i think being half jap is cool. jap father. nice surname.
34. My legs are two different sizes i refuse to believe my legs are identical. -i wish they were identical but they're not. sobs.
35. I have a twin. -it'll be fun to have a twin of a different gender.
36. I wear a padded bra. -yeah sad to say my boobs aren't big enough to not wear padded bras.
37. I can ramble on about absolutely nothing. -i dunno about this one.
38. I'm left-handed. -yupp!
39. I hate llamas, but I'm one of them. -Llamas are supposed to be dumb. am i dumb?
40. I don't like horror movies. -i don't like them cos i don't wanna keep freaking myself out by constantly thinking about them ghosts. it's unhealthy.
41. I suck at climbing, but I love it anyway. -i'm more into abseiling. going down. it's more fun! and not as tiring.
42. People hate me usually. -haha i hope not!
43. I love pop music. -i think pop is one of the best around. but only second to pop rock.
44. I hardly ever go to bed before midnight. -can't remember the last time. maybe when i was in australia where it's 3 hours ahead. lol.
45. I hate parking fines. -don't have a car but, who likes it?! must be too rich.
46. I know national anthem of my country by heart. -i need the music to recall tho. lol..
47. I know more than two languages. -i just started learning jap!
48. I spend too much time on the computer. -:D
49. I often want to throw out the computer in a window. -no my comp is my beloved, second to zh.
50. I live on a ground floor. -think i'm considered to be? my room is on the second floor tho.
51. I don't like chocolate. -they rule!
52. I'd like to be more original. -i am original already. lol
53. I've lied. -who hasn't man? u don't belong on planet earth.
54. Cocks are my favorite birds. -sounds so crude!
55. I want to conquer the world. -can't be bothered to. takes too much effort.
56. I wonder what happens when you die. -yeah! i've always wondered. how would u see things? where would you be?
57. I've read all books about Harry Potter. -am a potter head!! but i've only read the story books. never the "facts about the harry potter books" kind.
58. Eat your dog! -is this a new slang?
59. I love to exercise. -i wish i did.. but i'm too lazy.
60. I hate chemistry with a passion. -is this similar to "i love literature with a passion"? err.. anyway, i don't hate chem.
61. I love to write. -i'd prefer to type, actually.
62. I like changes. -to my advantage, that is.
63. I hate going to class. -sometimes, when i'm really tired.
64. I am afraid to die. -i'm not. just afraid of the pain i might be experiencing. i really don't mind a painless death.
65. I hate dish washing. -don't hate it. just lazy to do so.
66. My hair is long, brown, and incredibly curly. -I HATE CURLY HAIR!
67. My nails are nine inch long. -muahahahaa zhihong will force me to cut everything off cos i'd be scratching him all the time.
68. My favorite color is black. -one of my fave.
69. I like to sleep on the floor. -no. my tail bone would be hurting.
70. I am hopeless at cooking. -quite true.
71. I sucked my thumb when I was little. -no. i know matilda did, that's why she has an extra bump sticking out of the joint in her thumb.
72. I should be doing something else rather than writing this. -yeah i'm supposed to be showering.
73. I am online a lot, but not in MSN. -as long as i'm online, i'm on MSN.
74. I hate the government. -for developing s'pore so quickly everything is so ridiculously expensive. i like bangkok.
75. I don't have a girlfriend/boyfriend. -zhihong!
76. I'm too nice for my own good. -muahahahaahaha!!!!
77. I love to read, I read as much as I can. -only half of the question is true. i don't read just anything.
78. I don't trust newspapers. -i don't really trust tabloids.
79. I like debating. -with friends, not real debators. lol
80. I live in a wagon. -so cramped!
81. I clean my room once a month. -not me. the maid.
82. I'm scared of american fast food. -yeah. the portions are crazy.
83. I have a third eye. -it's not healthy to have the third eye.
84. I love Mozambique. -wtf is this?!
85. I don't trust any religion. -it has been proven that people with a religion live longer because they have something to live for.
86. I used to play with barbies because all the other girls were doing it. -my sister's. but i was more into guys toys..
87. I wanted to be a super hero when I was little.
88. I like listening to wind chimes. -i like the big ones cos the tone is lower. it's quite relaxing.
89. I'm very disorganized. -i think i can be organized if i want to. depends on whether i bother or not. haha..
90. My hair is long and straight. -i wish it was dead straight. too bad it's a little wavy.
91. I earn a lot. -could i bold this too please?
92. I don't like spicy food. -once i eat spicy food i can hardly eat anything cos my tongue won't be happy anymore.
93. I keep a diary. -blog lor..
94. I can't do cartwheels. -used to when i was in gym in pri sch.
95. I am very lazy. -i think you can count the number of times i mentioned that i'm lazy. oh, btw, "can't be bothered" counts as well.
96. I'm sarcastic. -sometimes, yeah.
97. I think my hair is annoying. -i want it to be really straight! i have a high forehead so short fringe is recommended, but if it's short it'll curl and i detest it! people who know me know i'm paranoid about my hair.
98. I'm very sensitive. -i'm sensitive to what friends say about me. if it's people i don't like i don't really give a damn, cos it means they're jealous of me!!!
99. I love being "ab-normal". -ab-normal = normal abs?
100. My left eye is violet and my right eye is a light blue. -unfortunately, they're both dark brown. how boring.

Friday, July 09, 2004

today zhihong and i went to donate blood!!! before donating must fill in this form and questionaire... muahahaha the question damn farnie.. For male donors: have you ever had sex with another male? For female donors: have you ever had sex with a male whom you suspect or know who has had sex with another male? Frankly, what's with gay sex??!! it's like almost everywhere in the questionaire.. haha den ask if u have been treated for aids, syphyllis, gornorrhea [not sure bout the spellings, heh]. then the very first question was: Have you come to donate blood to test if you're positive for HIV? den i was thinking wahhh.. you mean people actually do that?! so jian! free way for a blood test. lol...

den we went in to the convention hall to register.... den when we go for the medical check up i kenna rejected... cos i underweight the doctor dun let me... he scared i might be in a difficult situation after i donate blood... boohoo.... but i guess it's for the best.. don't wanna create an embarrassing situation in front of so many ppl.. lol. zhihong so fat.. so he obviously got through. i'll have to agree he's one healthy boy. haha.. then when i was waiting in line with him liz called and said they were coming over to the NP bus stop already... i was supposed to have lunch with them at macs but due to time constraints i couldn't join them... but i have good news though.. cos i took the Microsoft Office Specialist (MOS) test earlier for Word and Excel and i passed both!! so i'll be getting my certificates soon. yippeeeee!! don't think i can make it for the nationals la haha.. i'm not that good. :D anyway back to the story, i met liz at the NP bus stop to collect my nougats from huien. [thanx ernie! *mUacKz*] den i told liz that zhihong was gonna donate blood den she was like so excited to see so i brought her along... haha!

when i reached the convention hall with liz zhihong was on the chair and the nurse was looking for his vein already... haha some funny problem so had to change arm.. couldnt locate the vein in his right arm so they used his left instead. good thing too, cos after the blood donation zhihong said his hand feeling weak. not surprising, after the anaestatic and the squeezing of this thing which will force the blood out of the vein. so scary!!! the needle connected to the blood bag was damn bloody thick. but zhihong say not painful at all cos of the anaestatic. so that's a relief. :) somehow after this blood donation thingy i feel a sudden rush of pride for my zhihong dear!!! haha so proud of him... his first time donating, so they only drew a small bag of blood. the next time he does it again it'll be a bigger bag. wasted didn't get to play with the blood bag. hahaha!! *poke poke*

so after the blood donation [which was done in slightly less than 10 min. talk about pressure of blood flow. brrr...] zhihong went to have some refreshments. haha he so notti kope the milo and orange juice. he came to school with an empty bag and went home with a bulging one. lol!! ok la actually is cos of the free cushion they gave. den after that i went to class and zhihong sent liz to the bus stop.

*end of story*

Monday, July 05, 2004

today i had dinner with zhihong's family. his mum invited me to a buffet dinner about a week ago. haha... so today i went over to zhihong's place at 2.30pm to have lunch and watch harry potter and the sorcerer's stone which he downloaded... it's a dvd version so it was really clear. haha! ever since i lent him the books he's been quite a potter-head. but before i went up to his house i went to buy some fishys to surprise him. hee hee! i think he was quite surprised... he never said anything. muahahahah he better be anyway. >.<

we left zhihong's place at 5.15pm with his parents and we took a train to city hall. then we met zhihong's grand dad and sister and walked to the restaurant at raffles city.. swissotel, raffles the plaza, somewhere there.... lol. but it wasn't open for dinner yet so we went to walk around for about 15min. walked into royal sporting house and saw zhihong whining to his mum for a new pair of shoes. muahahahahhaha... whiney leedle zhihong dearie!! *pinches cheeks*

the restaurant was super packed man... zhihong's mum had to book it a week before. haha madness. then everyone was rushing for food.. [singaporeans...] the queue was disgusting and u would have thought that there would be no food tmr... don't they know the meaning of "second round"?!!! they were like piling up their plates... and the are not those kinda aunties cos the place is of a certain class... they were well dressed mothers who were spending dunno how long at the buffet line and it was like some kinda human jam. food was O.K only but the deserts were the best part. their deserts are oh so wonderful. yummy..! i think i became full cos of the deserts. haha! cos i seriously don't remember eating a lot...

then after dinner we started taking photos and that was pretty funny... zhihong and his sis were like making faces when i took their family photo... ahaha den we kept snapping pics... after dinner zhihong's mum went to robinson's to buy shoes and zhihong's sister left to meet her friends. zhihong wanted to buy shoes to he started whining again [haha!]. his mum gave in and passed him 150 bucks... hahahaah!! lucky boy... so i went to shop for shoes with him... he liked this design with army-like prints while i saw an orange and brown one which i tot looked nice... he tried both and he bought the orange one. haha!! [this shows that my taste is good :D] i thought that it looked really nice on him. so after that we left first cos zhihong had to send me home and go home pack some stuff and meet his friends in chinatown to watch the football finals.

when we were in the train on the way home this stupid fucker keep looking at us and shaking his head. *bish* we werent even doing anything... when zhihong put his arm around me [only......] he also shake his head den say say say... not very loud but quite audible to us. he said in chinese "performing on the train ah" wah i really feel like slapping him. stupid fucking uncle. keep shaking his head lor! wish it rolled off man. damn sickening leh.. the whole trip from city hall to clementi he shake and say lor! grrrr... den at clementi he still saying den zhihong was really pissed cos we tahan too long already so he stared at the guy and said in chinese "got problem issit?" den he diam dun wanna look at zhihong and pretend not to hear... kaozzz.... humji ah? so damn irritating man! he should go to china la... we're in the 21st century for goodness sake. open up!! ......

lalala i've got school tomorrow.. most polys start tmr too... including ernie and shu!! gonna meet them tmr for dinner.. gonna retire for the night now. buaiz!!

Saturday, July 03, 2004

haven't been blogging cos it's been a really boring week... many classes were cancelled [that's pretty normal for the first week] so time in school has been short.. had my first jap class yesterday and i thought it was pretty fun.. sebrina sat beside me and she was enjoying herself as well.. lol~ seiko [my teacher] taught us simple greetings and she even used ayumi and hidaeki's pictures to portray a simple conversation. damn funny... learned to write ohayo, konichiwa, kombanwa, arigato, sumima-sen and sayonara... hahaha it's like si zi.

on thursday i went over to zhihong's place to wash the fish tank and put some fake plants in it... cleaned everything real thoroughly... usually when zhihong does it alone it's not that clean so everytime [actually it's once in a while] i help him it's usually very thorough. we bought a small little tank for the ghost fish cos we found out that it was feasting on our little tetras... the number of tetras had been decreasing steadily everyday and the ghost suddenly became rather fat. so we separated it when we washed the tank. now the number of tetras is still the same so that's good cos we found the source of the declining tetras prob. lol... now that the ghost is outta the way, we're gonna get some more small fishes. haha yippee! i think with the new plants and sand added the tank looks really nice now. wanna get some more male guppies to colour up the tank too.

gonna have dinner at my aunt's place later. we're having a family gathering. lol.